wHITe

I am white now. It feels like if I was just born. it's been what?... 6 days? And they seem as a whole life
I always think pain will be with me for so long, but it always leaves even before I can get used to it: I didn't want him to leave my heart. I miss him often. I can see us in my mind while I look to nowhere, then he comes to me.
I miss his kiss and his hug. I miss the smell, I miss the taste, the smile, and those times when he said he already knew I am not as stupid as I want people to think I am -confusing is a weapon too, isn't it?
I miss his calls in my phone ... it has been ringing as crazy lately but his name is never on the screen. And while there's always someone else I start feeling the miss of him

what we had was as perfect as it was empty
sweet and easy, sudden. every moment was even more perfect than the last one: always lights, always music background, always beautyness around.
CInemA with a ghost
but after 7 days pain is just gone
he wanted me to "suffer" more -I discovered- but problem is that my life is a non-stop roller coaster. I have no time enough to get used to a certain situation when something even more weird happens. It is always crazy and bizarre

Hey! Les dije que he tenido la casa para mi todo el finde, y que además en mi país el lunes es fiesta?haha, ni se imaginan, planes malvados: todas mis amigas a dormir aca! No fiesta acá porque la fiesta ha sido, y seguirá siendo en otro lado -donde no me toque a mi limpiar en la mañana- pero mi casa es un hotel!

La semana:

• my hair will remain black till my next crazy attempt to become red haired
• curriculum vitae
• financial stuff
  
• band and job - vamos a ver que pasa
• end of month: thesis :)))))))))
• I AM ME!

Everything is my-ok again